Sunday, May 30, 2010

Summer project

Hubby and I have been inspired to build a meditation hut in the middle of the fields at the family property (located along a cove and fronting a beach north of the capital) after I showed him the picture below of India Scott's meditation hut which she constructed herself on a beach in Nelson, New Zealand. Photo is from the Stillpoint Yoga New Zealand blog.


Below is a shot from the side of the rest house taken from the driveway.


The plan is to put it here amongst the mango and jackfruit trees.


Other family members want to build a football field instead but that would require clearing out the fruit-bearing trees. A meditation hut is much simpler to build and invites positive energies.

E and Becky flew to Boracay over the weekend to check out the venue for John's Mysore and Led classes in September. Look what they found! A meditation hut overlooking the beach at Station Three. Sigh. I can just live here...away from the politics, pollution and toxins of city life. The two pictures below are taken by Edith Tobias.


Inhale...Exhale...Om.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

hOMe at last!

I have been counting the days before coming back on the mat. It's been a whole month already! Ladies holiday and a nasty stomach bug have prevented me from practising. But by Tuesday evening I was warmly welcomed at hOMe. My classmates were quick to offer health remedies to me. From Art, cantaloupe and watermelon shake to cool down and Berocca to perk up. Saar also swears by the efficacy of OMX tablets against bacterial attacks.

So much has transpired during my absence: Lai has advanced past Marich B, Art survived 108 sun salutes in memory and celebration of Guruji, Ana looks like she's flying in her jump throughs (although I think she doesn't realise it), we have also been joined by Lisa a newbie, and the road fronting hOMe is finally, practically paved!

It was also eventful for me because I was really craving for the positive energies from my teacher, fellow practitioners, and the room after feeling so cloistered, bedridden, sluggish and all those negative words associated with being ill. Their good vibrations made my practise so enjoyable, even painless. I'm also happy to report my progress with Supta Kurmasana (my new nemesis, foe and this year's Marichy D). Can't cross and bind my feet just yet. But I was able to get smoothly, with no stops from Supta Kurmasana to Tithibasana, Bakasana then to Chaturanga with E simply calling out the poses. Such a sweet surprise, almost like I was given a present. I also expected some resistance doing the backbend but I was able to lift myself off the floor quite easily. Dropbacks with E came more naturally this time and with less stiffness. Makes me wonder where all my strength was coming from given that I had just recovered from intestinal flu.

Melanie + yoga = Meant to be.

I have been in and out of hOMe since March. I should start calling this blog On and off the mat. Om.

Monday, May 17, 2010

For all my Gurus

guru brahma guru vishnu
guru devo maheswara,
guru sakshat param brahma
tasmai sri guruve namaha


To that teacher that is creation,
To that teacher that is this very life,
To that teacher that is all challenge and transformation,
To that teacher within each of us,
To that teacher beyond all things - formless and divine,
I bow down and offer my life and efforts

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Practice Makes Perfect: An interview with Sri K. Pattabhi Jois

article from Yoga + Joyful Living January/February 1994 issue


Happiness on the face, light in the eyes, a healthy body-these are the signs of a yogi, according to the Hatha Yoga Pradipika, the classic Sanskrit text on hatha yoga. Such a description fits K. Pattabhi Jois, who at the age of 78 has the straight spine and smooth face of a much younger man. He laughs easily, beaming when we are introduced in a steamy New York studio, and asks if I would take yoga with him. According to the Pradipika, hatha yoga is taught for the attainment of raja yoga, also known as ashtanga yoga, the complete, eight-limbed path to self-realization, but few emphasize the importance of attaining perfection in posture and breathing as a means of achieving the other limbs as clearly as Jois does.

Born in 1915 in southern India, K. Pattabhi Jois met his guru, Krishnamacharya, who was also B. K. S. Iyengar’s teacher, while still a young boy. He has been teaching yoga since 1937, and students from all over the world come to study with him in his home in Mysore, India. He has visited the United States several times, and although this is his first visit to New York, most of the students in this morning’s class seem to know the sequence he teaches.

It’s hot. The windows are closed, and the already humid air is thick with the labored breathing of 35 sweating bodies. The students groan and sigh. For some, the sequence appears to unfold effortlessly, but still their bodies glisten with sweat. Jois is everywhere encouraging – a hand here, a foot there, a joke wherever it is most needed. He calls out the sequence of postures in a strong deep voice, using their Sanskrit names.

There’s no laziness here: only determined hard work and a grace born of strength and flexibility, as the class moves from one posture to the next, pausing only to hold the pose, and linking the postures with a spine-flexing sequence reminiscent of the sun salutation and similarly coordinated with the breath. “Exhale, chatwari (chaturanga dandasana), inhale, pancha (urdhva mukha svanasana).” Jois establishes discipline but tempers it with gentle humor and affection, as he teases students, verbally and physically, into places they didn’t realize they could reach.

And if the coaxing, the energy in the room, and the peer pressure aren’t enough, there’s the heat. In spite of the mats, there’s hardly a dry spot left on the crowded hardwood floor at the end of this rigorous two-hour session. The sequence of postures continuously flowing with the breath is designed to stoke the fire of purification – to cleanse the nervous and circulatory systems with discipline and good old-fashioned sweat. “Practice, practice, practice,” Jois says later, addressing a small group of students gathered in a loft in Soho. He spoke at length about the method he uses, emphasizing that he has added nothing new to the original teachings of his teacher and the Yoga Sutra.

Where did you learn yoga? From my guru, Krishnamacharya. I started studying with him in 1927, when I was 12 years old. First he taught me asana and pranayama. Later I studied Sanskrit and advaita philosophy at the Sanskrit College in Mysore and began teaching yoga there in 1937. I became a professor and taught Sanskrit and philosophy at the College for 36 years.

Do you also teach your Western students Sanskrit? No, only asana and pranayama. You need Sanskrit to understand the yoga method, but many people, even though they would like to learn Sanskrit, say they have no time. It is very important to understand yoga philosophy: without philosophy, practice is not good, and yoga practice is the starting place for yoga philosophy. Mixing both is actually the best.

What method do you use to teach asana and pranayama? I teach only ashtanga yoga, the original method given in Patanjali’s Yoga Sutra. Ashtanga means “eight-step” yoga: yama, niyama, asana, pranayama, pratyahara, dharana, dhyana, samadhi. The Yoga Sutra says “Tasmin sati svasa prasvasayor gati vicchedah pranayamah (2.49).” First you perfect asana, and then you practice pranayama: you control the inhalation and the exhalation, you regulate the breath, you retain and restrain the breath. After asana is perfected, then pranayama can be perfected. That is the yoga method.

What is perfect asana, and how do you perfect asana? “Sthira sukham asanam (YS 2.46).” Perfect asana means you can sit for three hours with steadiness and happiness, with no trouble. After you take the legs out of the asana, the body is still happy. In the method I teach, there are many asanas, and they work with blood circulation, the breathing system, and the focus of the eyes (to develop concentration). In this method you must be completely flexible and keep the three parts of the body – head, neck, and trunk – in a straight line. If the spinal cord bends, the breathing system is affected. If you want to practice the correct breathing system, you must have a straight spine.

From the muladhara [the chakra at the base of the spine] 72,000 nadis [channels through which prana travels in the subtle body] originate. The nervous system grows from here. All these nadis are dirty and need cleaning. With the yoga method, you use asana and the breathing system to clean the nadis every day. You purify the nadis by sitting in the right posture and practicing every day, inhaling and exhaling, until finally, after a long time, your whole body is strong and your nervous system is perfectly cured. When the nervous system is perfect, the body is strong.

Once all the nadis are clean, prana enters the central nadi, called sushumna. For this to happen, you must completely control the anus. You must carefully practice the bandhas • mulabandha, uddiyana bandha, and the others • during asana and pranayama practice. If you practice the method I teach, automatically the bandhas will come. This is the original teaching, the ashtanga yoga method. I’ve not added anything else. These modern teachings, I don’t know… I’m an old man!

This method is physically quite demanding. How do you teach someone who is in bad shape physically? Bad shape is not impossible to work with. The yoga text says that yoga practice makes you lean but strong like an elephant. You have a yogic face. A yogic face is always a smiling face. It means you hear nada, the internal sound, and your eyes are clear. Then you see clearly, and you control bindu [the vital energy sometimes interpreted as sexual energy]. The inner fire unfolds, and the body is free of disease.
 
There are three types of disease: body disease, mind disease, and nervous system disease. When the mind is diseased, the whole body is diseased. The yoga scriptures say “Manayeva manushanam karanam bandha mokshayoh,” the mind is the cause of both bondage and liberation. If the mind is sick and sad, the whole body gets sick, and all is finished. So first you must give medicine to the mind. Mind medicine: that is yoga.

What exactly would mind medicine be? Yoga practice and the correct breathing system. Practice, practice, practice. That’s it. Practice so the nervous system is perfect and the blood circulation is good, which is very important. With good blood circulation, you don’t get heart trouble. Controlling the bindu, not wasting your bindu, is also very important. A person is alive by containing the bindu; when the bindu is completely gone, you are a dead man. That’s what the scriptures say. By practicing every day, the blood becomes purified, and the mind gradually comes under your control. This is the yogic method. “Yogas chitta vritti nirodhah (YS: I.2).” This means that yoga is control over the modifications of the mind.

We’ve been talking mostly about yoga practice as asana and pranayama. How important are the first two limbs of ashtanga yoga, the yamas and niyamas? They are very difficult. If you have a weak mind and a weak body, you have weak principles. The yamas have five limbs: ahimsa [nonviolence], satya [truthfulness], asteya [non-stealing], brahmacharya [continence], and aparigraha [non-possessiveness]. Ahimsa is impossible; also telling the truth is very difficult. The scriptures say speak that truth which is sweet; don’t speak truth which hurts. But don’t lie, no matter how sweet it sounds. Very difficult. You tell only the sweet truth because he who speaks the unpleasant truth is a dead man.

So, a weak mind means a weak body. That’s why you build a good foundation with asana and pranayama, so your body and mind and nervous system are all working; then you work on ahimsa, satya, and the other yamas and niyamas.

What about the other limbs of ashtanga yoga? Do you teach a method of meditation? Meditation is dhyana, the seventh step in the ashtanga system. After one step is perfect, then you take the next step. For dhyana, you must sit with a straight back with your eyes closed and focus on the bridge of the nostrils. If you don’t do this, you’re not centered. If the eyes open and close, so does the mind.

Yoga is 95 percent practical. Only 5 percent is theory. Without practice, it doesn’t work; there is no benefit. So you have to practice, following the right method, following the steps one by one. Then it’s possible.

The term vinyasa is used to describe what you teach. What does it mean? Vinyasa means “breathing system.” Without vinyasa, don’t do asana. When vinyasa is perfect, the mind is under control. That’s the main thing-controlling the mind. That’s the method Patanjali described. The scriptures say that prana and apana are made equal by keeping the ratio of inhalation and exhalation equal and by following the breath in the nostrils with the mind. If you practice this way, gradually mind comes under control.

Do you teach pranayama in the sitting postures also? Yes. When padmasana [the lotus sitting posture] is perfect, then you control your anus with mulabandha, and also use the chin lock, jalandrabandha. There are many types of pranayama, but the most important one is kevala kumbhaka, when the fluctuations of the breath – the inhalation and exhalation – are controlled and automatically stop. For this you must practice. Practice, practice, practice. When you practice, new ways of thinking, new thoughts, come in your mind. Lectures sound good; you give a good lecture and everyone says you’re so great, but lectures are 99-1/2 percent not practical. For many years you must practice asana and pranayama. The scriptures say “Practicing a long time with respect and without interruption brings perfection.” One year, two years, ten years… your entire life long, you practice.
 
After asana and pranayama are perfect, pratyahara, sense control [the fifth limb of ashtanga yoga], follows. The first four limbs are external exercises: yama, niyama, asana, pranayama. The last four are internal, and they automatically follow when the first four are mastered. Pratyahara means that anywhere you look, you see God. Good mind control gives that capacity, so that when you look, everything you see is Atman (the God within). Then for you the world is colored by God. Whatever you see, you identify it with your Atman. The scriptures say that a true yogi’s mind is so absorbed in the lotus feet of the Lord that nothing distracts him, no matter what happens in the external world.

What is your parting advice for those who have a desire to pursue yoga? Yoga is possible for anybody who really wants it. Yoga is universal. Yoga is not mine. But don’t approach yoga with a business mind-looking for worldly gain. If you want to be near God, turn your mind toward God, and practice yoga. As the scriptures say “without yoga practice, how can knowledge give you moksha [liberation]?”

Monday, May 10, 2010

Remembering Pattabhi

The Australian film director and yoga practitioner Robert Wilkins made the documentary Guru in 2005. He wrote this obituary for the UK's The Guardian shortly after the death of Sri K Pattabhi Jois last year.

Sri K Pattabhi Jois, who has died aged 93, was the founder of Ashtanga yoga, the physically demanding, dynamic style of yoga embraced by millions of westerners. If ever proof were needed of the health benefits of yoga, Jois was it. Up every morning to start classes at 5am, he rarely missed a day's teaching in 70 years, instructing hundreds of students daily at his shala (school) in Mysore, southern India, until the last year of his life.

What sets Jois's method apart from other forms of hatha (physical) yoga is a technique called vinyasa. Ashtanga students jump back and forward (the vinyasa) between postures (asanas), synchronising movements with their breathing in one long flow. Expertly done, it can look more like a dance or a martial art than a relaxation class. "Ashtanga yoga is 99% practice; 1% theory", Jois would say. "Practise, practise and all is coming" was his mantra.

Over the last 15 years, Ashtanga has grown into one of the most popular forms of yoga in the world, with a large celebrity following. Ashtanga has also spawned many new styles of yoga, including vinyasa flow, power yoga, shadow yoga, dynamic yoga and Jivamukti yoga. The UK boasts two teachers who are certified to teach Ashtanga at Jois's highest level.

For most Ashtanga students, the spiritual side creeps up slowly. In fact, Jois would teach meditation and the pranayama breathing technique only to advanced students, after they had completed years of dedicated practice. There are six series of poses in Ashtanga; it is said that, of all Jois's students, only his grandson Sharath Rangaswamy has completed all six.

Jois, known as "Guruji", was the son of a Brahmin priest and astrologer. He was born on a full moon in the small southern Indian town of Kowshika and became interested in yoga as a boy after attending a demonstration by Sri T Krishnamacharya, the man largely credited with resurrecting the millennia-old practice of yoga. At 14 he ran away from home with two rupees and a bicycle, and travelled to Mysore to study with his guru, throwing himself heart and soul into becoming a yogi. The maharaja of Mysore became a fan, and in 1937 invited Jois to set up the yoga department at the city's Sanskrit college. He eventually retired as professor of philosophy in 1973, though he continued to teach at his own school, the Ashtanga Yoga Institute, until 2008, retaining an encyclopedic memory for Sanskrit texts.

The first of Jois's western students arrived in Mysore in the 1960s. The popularity of Ashtanga began to spread, particularly in America, and over the next 40 years the school became inundated with foreigners. Jois would teach them from his modest home in Laxmipuram, eventually moving, in 2001, to the more affluent suburb of Gokulum. In 1975 he travelled with his son Manju to the US, invited to teach at schools set up in his name. He published a book about his discipline, Yoga Mala, in 1962; it was translated into English from his native Kannada in 1999.

Like many people I fell into Jois's style of yoga by chance. Returning jetlagged to London from a visit to Australia, I dropped into an early-morning Mysore-style yoga class near my house. I found it challenging both physically and mentally, and quickly became hooked. I went to India twice to study with Jois - on the first occasion meeting my American wife there - and, in 2005, made a documentary film, Guru, recording the interaction between Jois and his students and the celebrations for his 90th birthday.

What must it have been like for Jois, surrounded in the latter part of his life by so many foreigners, dressed up in Indian clothes, queueing up to bow down at his feet? He might have felt pity; instead he chose to see beyond any awkwardness or cultural difference. He opened his heart to thousands of students every year and tried to hold a space for anyone who dared to ask for his help. I look back on times when he held the door open a crack for me, and think what an amazing man he was to offer up so much in his lifetime.

Jois's wife Amma died in 1997. He is survived by Manju, daughter Saraswati (another son, Ramesh, predeceased him) and three grandchildren, including Sharath, who is now director of the Mysore school.

• Krishna Pattabhi Jois, yoga teacher, born 26 July 1915; died 18 May 2009



I'm also anticipating the publication of Guruji on July 25, 2010. The book is a portrait of Sri K Pattabhi Jois through the eyes of his students. Read some excerpts from yoga luminaries here including a tribute below from John Scott, who learned the parctice in 1989 when Guruji would teach only 10 students at a time.

John Scott was introduced to ashtanga by Derek Ireland and first visited Pattabhi Jois in Mysore in 1989. Scott is one of the world's leading authorities in ashtanga vinyasa, and the author of Astanga Yoga.

Before I met Shri K Pattabhi Jois I had many questions about life; what to do and were to go? My design profession gave me many skills, to think laterally, to see things from more than one perspective.

But as a designer, I was fixed in form and aesthetics, getting it right for the world ‘out there', I was awake but only partially awake.

Guruji greeted me with a big smile and an open heart. 'Come! Where are you from? Who is your teacher? How long are you staying?' were the first words Guruji said to me. He was immediately in the 'now', checking in with my past and my future (my Karma).

Derek Island, my first AVY teacher in 1987, had instructed me to tell Guruji that I was a complete beginner, which I was. 'Good', was Guruji's reply.

I reflect back now and see how on that day, way back in March 1989, I met a true Satguru, a guide who has shone the light for the last 20 years of my life. Guruji, through his simple but direct transmission, has awakened me to a Universe of infinite possibilities inside, right at the core of my being.

On a more personal level Guruji has been many things for me, The obvious, the guru mirror and teacher, but more importantly, my eastern father. Guruji not only welcomed me into his yoga shala, but also welcomed me into his family, his personal life - for example making me an Honoree Brahmin for the day to attend his granddaughter's wedding.

Guruji taught by example and always referred to himself as a student of yoga and a householder. He asked me was I married, and then told me that after the Advanced Series I would marry. True enough, in 1993 Lucy Crawford blossomed into my life.

Guruji has embraced our marriage and children and always included India and Fynn, inviting them to attend his great grand children's birthday parties.

Lucy and I have hosted Guruji and family twice in London, where we have come together, one Brahmin family with one western family living together in harmony, in one house together, eating together, talking together, all culture and labels dropping away - just people together in relationship.

Guruji has taught me that yes, we have a cultural identity but if you focus deeper than the physical, journeying into the subtle, we are just one, one light.

In a theory class, Guruji looked Directly at me, and asked ,'John Scott, who is God / Brahman? What is God / Brahman? Where is God / Brahman?', and then looking directly into me, answered for me, the guru mirror, 'This is God / Brahman touching the wall, touching the floor, pointing to the class. I am God / Brahman, you are God / Brahman, you are ALL BRAHMAN!'

I feel blessed to have met Guruji, Sri K Pattabhi Jois; such a teacher, who has, in a very quiet and humble way, accepted me as me, giving me simple and clear directions, answering every question I asked, and showing me that to have questions is to wake up and to live.

Aum Shanti, Shanti, Shantih

108 Sun Salutations for Guruji

Got a text message from Becky who invited me to join her in offering 108 Sun Salutations in celebration of the life of Guruji who passed away last year May 18th.

Why so many? Jem asked grimacing in fake pain.

Why not? I countered, challenging my Ashtanguy who has very recently been hooked on Ashtanga. Making me promise that we’ll do Suryas A & B every evening when he comes home from work.

108 is a sacred number in yogic tradition, there are 108 pithas, or sacred sites, throughout India. And there are also 108 Upanishads and 108 marma points, or sacred places of the body. Mathematicians of Vedic culture viewed 108 as a number of the wholeness of existence which also connects the Sun, Moon, and Earth because the average distance of the Sun and the Moon to Earth is 108 times their respective diameters.

Surya Namaskar contains the whole practice within it. Break down the sun salutation postures, and you get a complete range of movements such as the forward bend, back bend, being still, lengthening the spine, grounding the feet, strengthening the upper body, stretching the hamstrings, opening the heart and more. Surya Namaskar generates the heat for the body at the beginning of the practice. It also works on the mind by tuning us into the breath, holding the gaze point, these movements allow us to center ourselves and to tame our wandering mind. "The notion of a salutation to the sun is to pay your respects and surrender to the universe. This can be taken as a metaphor to let go physically - the mind follows as you move 'inside' the practice."

And remember, on that day we pay tribute to Shri Krishna Pattabhi Jois--Guruji--who dedicated his life to sharing the beautiful practice of Ashtanga Vinyasa Yoga.


Image from the film Guru by Robert Wilkins

Om.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Ashtanguys

ASHTANGUY n.
Ashtanguys plural
Pronunciation: \ash-tang-guy\
Function: noun
Date and first usage: 06 May 2010 this blog
Definition:
1. One of Edith Tobias’ male yoga students of Ashtanga Vinyasa Yoga.
2. A practitioner of Ashtanga Vinyasa Yoga who is male.

Photo courtesy of Stuart B. Watkins
In E’s shala there is Art, my breathing buddy, who has made an honest living earning tons of money “writing fiction” (his words, not mine) as a consultant for many foreign and domestic organizations.

Then Saar, from Israel who is CEO of a global ecological content and research company headquartered in Hong Kong. He also practices some second series poses and Tai Chi.

Benjie, whose many years as a seaman have given him bodily aches and pains which have been recently relieved by practicing Ashtanga. He is married to Lai.

Together with Jing, E’s husband, and Jem my husband these fabulous five form our core group of Ashtanguys at the shala who share their strength and energies during practice.

In this country the women practitioners of Ashtanga normally outnumber the males. Why is that? Baffling really, when historically yoga was created in India originally and exclusively for men. After trying it out all the way through the seated poses, Jem can’t figure out why Ashtanga hasn’t caught on among Filipino men yet. It IS such a strenuous work out for him.

But in E’s shala there is almost an equal ratio of--or should I say a good balance between girls and guys. One night there were 4 guys out of the 9 practitioners in total. Of course Jing skips practice and goes downstairs for some sub-zero beer at the resto on the ground floor when space gets too tight.

Because I can’t make it to the shala this week, I’ve convinced my husband to do yoga at home as cross-training for his running. The result: so far he hasn’t put on his running shoes because we have been practicing every morning since Monday.

On the advice of one of my teachers, Jon Cagas, doing Suryas A & B and closing everyday can constitute a “daily practice”. As long as it’s done with integrity I suppose. Never one to be shortchanged, hubby and I did not only that but also some seated poses (no backbends though, I can only do UDs with E.) Woo-hoo!

A round of sub-zero for our Ashtanguys and an article on Filipino businessmen who practice Ashtanga Vinyasa yoga and another  article on yoga for men by Rodney Yee. Om.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Yoga begins with listening

* It is independent of judgment and criticism, whether positive or negative.
* It is neither superior nor inferior.
* It is fearless in the face of all challenges.
* Yoga is a place where we go to abandon the ego.

(My notes from theory workshop last year with John Scott which I decided to save here before my notebook gets lost.)


Monday, May 3, 2010

72,000 asanas

I want to practice. This summer my plate has been full, mostly being busy keeping the kids busy during the school break. I have little time to do what I love most, yoga that is.

But as one teacher has said there are more than 72,000 asanas in all--yes, not just the seated/ standing poses, the inversions or all the other hatha poses we know--but every possible position of our life. So that's yoga off the mat for you, baby. Wouldn't it be fantastic if we could move through life with such equanimity!

I have selective memory and retain the information I hear or read  that I feel strongly about, is logical or that I oppose. During a lecture with John Scott, I distinctly remember that there are 3 dimesions to practice.

1) A physical practice has a shelf-life of benefits (SKPJ: "Asanas done incorrectly, disease coming!"). And that's why a 2) mental practice is needed, which will elevate into a 3) spiritual practice where we understand "being human".

Just more stuff from my "reporter's notebook". Om.